| hmm yea, it's March and nothing has really changed .. haha I think life is so trial and error but you have to really try and change the situtation you're in if you don't like it. You are given certain things in life that guide you in one direction or the other but its you that really controls where you go from there. There are a lot of things I can't control... just because I have no control over some things. I need to wake up from this coma and really live.
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| Ha wow it has been forever since I've written in this.
But this is where all the emo posts go and no one reads this anymore .. so that makes me feel better
Sometimes you wish old feelings would go away. Things you thought you could really just put in the past like the feeling that I'm having right now. I've always wanted to run away from everything. I thought college would change my life make things better. Now I know no matter what I do or where I go I'm going to feel the same. I mean maybe its not my surroundings... maybe it's me? I know there are a lot of people who feel "out of place" and a little weird but what if you feel like that all the time. You might think that I'm being "dramatic" but really I'm not. This uncanny feeling has lingered with me through out my adolescense never going away for too long, only to be back again and again. Where do I find comfort? It is certainly not found in being in a relationship that's for sure. I've spent too long seeking this fulfillment in others. It's just not there... So where? Where will I find something to comfort this uneasy nagging feeling... Can anyone tell me ? If so maybe just maybe I can let go of this .....
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| SO... it's summer... I just can't believe I have two months left of just lounging around it's fucking awesome. lol It's almost ten and this is about the earliest I've been up. haha |
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| Damn well I really haven't writen anything in this... I guess I finally got over xanga lol cause you know there's myspace and facebook. hahaha I doubt anyone reads my xanga anymore. I feel like my head is going to exploded because I've been studying so much for end of the semester tests and finals. I'm happy it's almost summer. Then after that you all will have to go to KSU to find me. Peace out Bitches |
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| Any one have tickets to Panic at the Disco that wants to sell them to me?!!!!? Saves the Day is coming on the 14th yes! I had mono... it sucked... ok |
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